By Teri Wetzel
God in His amazing kindness continues to inch the curtain back that seems to separate me from understanding. I’m often caught off guard by this unveiling. I might be marveling at the wonder of the clouds, or talking with a friend, or lost in worship.
This time, I am reading my Bible.
And James and John, the sons of Zebedee, came up to him and said to him, “Teacher, we want you to do for us whatever we ask of you.” Mark 10:35
Prayer has been a subject that has nagged me for nearly two decades. I know, prayer is such a simple thing. We talk, He listens. We ask, He gives.
But that is just it! I want you to do for me whatever I ask of you! From an oft quoted movie in our household, “Give me, give me, give me! I need, I need, I need!” (“What About Bob”)
I continue in Mark ….Bartimaeus, a blind beggar, the son of Timaeus, was sitting by the roadside. And when he heard that it was Jesus of Nazareth, he began to cry out and say, “Jesus, Son of David, have mercy on me!” Mark 10:46-47
I’m struck, like never before, by the differences in these two requests. In the first, the subject is self; I want, I need, I think this is important.
But in the second, the blind man, perhaps keenly aware of his deficit, calls out with an understanding of the One he is calling to, “Son of David, have mercy on me!”
Bartimaeus is not dictating how Jesus should respond to him, he is calling out for whatever mercy the Lord chooses to give.
And Jesus stopped … and said to him, “What do you want me to do for you?” And the blind man said to him, “Rabbi, let me recover my sight.” And Jesus said to him, “Go your way; your faith has made you well.” And immediately he recovered his sight and followed him on the way. Mark 10:49-52
At Bartimaeus’ cry, Jesus stops what He is doing. Amazing enough. But then what does He do? Jesus asks Bartimaeus what he wants Him to do for him. It’s the same thing James and John (and all of us) want from Jesus, isn’t it (what they/we want), yet so very different, too.
“Before you pray, bow quietly before God, just to remember and realize who He is, how near He is, how certainly He can and will help. Just be still before Him and allow His Holy Spirit to waken and stir up in your soul the childlike disposition of absolute dependence and confident expectation. Wait on God as a living Being, as the living God who notices you and is just longing to fill you with His salvation. Wait on God until you know you have met Him. Prayer will then become so different.” (Andrew Murray, Waiting On God, Day 4)
“So different.”
Be still my heart, focusing on who Jesus is, knowing He notices me, and longs to fill me with His salvation. Then, may I call out to Him, like Bartimaeus, “Jesus, have mercy on me!”
And He will.
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